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Growing up she played that role for one of her parents too and so it feels natural. Let’s say she re-focuses her attention on her child and makes that child her surrogate or emotional partner. She turns inward and becomes depressed, hopeless, sapped of life and energy. No matter what, emotional needs are not being met. The couple may be engaging in sex and see that as a positive thing. She is bonded to her love avoidant and also wanting to leave.

It feels impossible to sit with that pain and tolerate the distress so she must act – check his email, lash out, cry, end the relationship, have an affair, make suicidal gestures. There is strong ambivalence: “I know I am not getting what I need here” and at the same time, “I can’t imagine not being without him.” This scenario produces pain and suffering. Often this is the person who calls for a counseling appointment and is on the verge of ending the relationship but can’t seem to do it. The partner feels particularly needy or even desperate, struggling for more closeness and intimacy while the avoidant pulls back – it can feel like she will die if he leaves him. They may be love addicts and co-dependent already or, develop co-dependency because of the situation. Often it is the partner of a love avoidant who will say they feel unfulfilled in the relationship. There still is the desire to attach to others, so they may say they want to be in a relationship and they may very well marry or date but there is still little intimacy or feeling close and connected within the relationships. They try their best to never incur the sort of hurt and pain they felt years ago as a child. Love avoidants learn that to be intimate includes vulnerability and they don’t want to go there. If you find yourself struggling to have a relationship, feel lonely and isolated, you could be a love avoidant.

There can be extreme anxiety regarding being sexual within a relationship. It is not unusual for a person to be sexually anorexic with his or her partner while acting out in a sexually compulsive way with people outside the relationship. They may engage in a sexual addiction and then cycle back to abstaining. For others, it is a part of a binge-purge cycle. Some sexual anorexics avoid sex altogether.

Engaging in other destructive behaviors in an effort to limit sex.

Extreme focus on other people’s sexual behaviors.

Avoidance of any topic connected to sex.

The characteristics of sexual anorexics include but are not limited to: Middle school and teenage bullying experiences can scar children and influence their ability to trust in adult relationships. Having a parent die suddenly can leave a small child with an emptiness inside and deep abandonment fears that make it impossible to withstand the risk of adult relationships. It could be a big T like sexual molestation or incest. It could be what we call little t or smaller traumas, like having devoted, loving parents who divorced or overemphasized achievement and invalidated emotions. Often there is a trauma event that occurred as a child. If they get close, they could be abandoned, feel loss and get hurt and the hurt would be overwhelming. They may also have sexual anorexia because sex produces intimacy, feelings that are uncomfortable for them. They may choose emotionally unavailable partners, married partners, or just avoid dating altogether, They may marry and have a family, but keep a certain distance that leaves spouses feeling bereft and lonely. Love avoidants can say they really want a relationship and mean it, but because of deeper unresolved hurts, it does not play out that way in real life. “I’m thirty-five and I haven’t had a girlfriend, what’s wrong with me?”